since i was child i always dream that i can be a scientist but it is not come true and contrary with my field of study right now in accountancy. am i regret of it?? no i am not regret at all. what come to me is the best for me.
i want to tell about my ambition to be a scientist. actually the idea to be a scientist came from the science fiction movie i watched in the television. the best movie at that time is "Back to the Future"the time traveler using a car. haha how funny isn't it?
being a scientist is full with adventure. creating and inventing new thing to make the world better that is the reason why scientist exist in this world.
during i was 15 years old i worked hard in PMR exam in order to full fill my dream, alhamdullillah i got 5a and qualified to take science class in maahad muhammadi pasir mas.after 3 month at new school i felt uncomfortable with the environment. the freedom i got from stayed far away from family i put it in wrong way. no one keep an eye on me here, i involved with bad student, often absent classes, and discipline problem. actually i realize that i have changed.
after a few days thinking that i can't go through with the place and worry the situation became more worst i have decided i need to go back to old school. "before i lost too far it is better i take the way back". the hardest thing is i have to forget my dream to be a scientist.
at old school i took literature as field of study.
after 2 years study for Spm i got only 2a 6b 1c 1d 1e. i really disappointed with my Spm result and shamed to show the result to family. i really shame with myself,my family, my neighbor and everyone in this world because of that i'm not return to home and slept in my friend rent house for three days.
at that night i crying alone outside the house and wondering whether i have made a mistake when i changed the field of study. my family try to call me but i off my hand phone. in my deep heart said i needed always to optimistic there is still a hope for me. "what come to me is the best for me".
alhamdullillah, i got offered from uitm to take diploma in banking management. the light have shined a little for me. i took this opportunity and registered in uitm. i wanted to prove to my family that i still can success and made them proud of me.
i want to tell about my ambition to be a scientist. actually the idea to be a scientist came from the science fiction movie i watched in the television. the best movie at that time is "Back to the Future"the time traveler using a car. haha how funny isn't it?
being a scientist is full with adventure. creating and inventing new thing to make the world better that is the reason why scientist exist in this world.
during i was 15 years old i worked hard in PMR exam in order to full fill my dream, alhamdullillah i got 5a and qualified to take science class in maahad muhammadi pasir mas.after 3 month at new school i felt uncomfortable with the environment. the freedom i got from stayed far away from family i put it in wrong way. no one keep an eye on me here, i involved with bad student, often absent classes, and discipline problem. actually i realize that i have changed.
after a few days thinking that i can't go through with the place and worry the situation became more worst i have decided i need to go back to old school. "before i lost too far it is better i take the way back". the hardest thing is i have to forget my dream to be a scientist.
at old school i took literature as field of study.
after 2 years study for Spm i got only 2a 6b 1c 1d 1e. i really disappointed with my Spm result and shamed to show the result to family. i really shame with myself,my family, my neighbor and everyone in this world because of that i'm not return to home and slept in my friend rent house for three days.
at that night i crying alone outside the house and wondering whether i have made a mistake when i changed the field of study. my family try to call me but i off my hand phone. in my deep heart said i needed always to optimistic there is still a hope for me. "what come to me is the best for me".
alhamdullillah, i got offered from uitm to take diploma in banking management. the light have shined a little for me. i took this opportunity and registered in uitm. i wanted to prove to my family that i still can success and made them proud of me.
